Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Trusting Tuesday

This mostly likely wont be a weekly thing but for I thought it was a catchy title. I've realized I need to do a lot more trusting. I take control so many times. How am I ever going to see the work of God in my life or the anwser to my prayers if I don't sit back and let God do His thing. I have to trust that God who created me wont leave me when I feel alone. I'm not sure how a woman with 6 people asking for and wanting her attention daily can feel alone but I do. I msut trust that God beleives I'm fit to raise these 5 children and school them. Trust that God didn't make marriage up as a cruel joke. LOL! There have been some days lately were it seems the hubby and I just don't see eye to eye. I know one things for sure God has used my marriage to mold me and make to the daughter of the King that He sees in me. I just need to believe I am that daughter of the King. Most days I'm good but there are those days when I don't trust anything. I know I can't see the bigger picture of my life and where will I be in 5 years or what I will be dealing with each of my kids and hubby. But I'm trusting that know mater what hardships and challengers come my way God will always be there. Thanks for reading my rambling.-Amy

1 comment:

Lori ~ The Simple Life at Home said...

I think you are making the right steps by CHOOSING to trust. It really is a decision we have to make. Sorry things are hard with you and your husband - I've been there. It's like half of you is missing when it's not right. I'm praying for you.

Keep trusting God. You are right - you are a daughter of the king and He uses all the things that are painful to mold us and make us into something brand new. Missed you yesterday. I'd hug you if I could!!